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Name: Becky
Birthday: 4/28/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: learning bass, hanging out with friends, youth group, not doing school work, listening to music, God, wearing my beloved red hikies(as pictured above), being high...ON LIFE! going up the down escilader, spelling words wrong, making stupid gramatical mistakes and blamming it on my good ol' public skool edumacation. using summer as an excuse for not thinking, playing frogger across lee highway/rt 50, introducing myself to random people then walking away, rOlLeR cOsTeRs!! SOFTBALL!! playing with the tookpick dispenser at fuddrockers, twiddling my thumbs, restarting to knit my scarf every winter(and never finishing it) that i started about 3 years ago, babysitting, trying to defy the laws of gravity, planning my skydiving and bungee jumping trip for my 18th b-day, laughing over nothing with irene in the first row of creative writing and being asked by the sub if we were high(haha mr.bercik's so funny, i hope i get him next year) and i guess writing random stuff, that no one really cares
Expertise: being laid back, procrastination, being the youngest of five, apoligizing to inanimate objects after running into them, zoning out in pretty much any situation, and arguing with my biology teacher about creationism vs. evolution (and then getting a lower grade for it)
Occupation: Other
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
6/13/2004
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| so today was a good day. i don't know why. it was rainy and i had two quizzes and a test that i wasn't prepared for, but for some reason i felt really good today. i got ready in time to have a bible study before school, and throughout the day i remained calm and didn't freak out about all the stuff i didn't do.
i studied for my algebra 2 test in drivers ed, which i think that i did pretty well on. then afterwards i studied for my english vocab quiz for the rest of that period. then i took that and it was actually quite easy. after that there was like 15 minutes till lunch, when we eat then go back to class, and since i had just crammed for a test and a quiz i decided to take a break and i just sort of looked out the window.
i know that sounds dumb to just stare at the window, kate and meredith laughed at me when they looked over and said that they were going to take a pic if kate had her camera...but for some reason looking out a window and seeing leaves blowing on the branches is just calming for me. it allows me to think about pretty much anything. i think i got it from my mom becasue when i was younger i always saw her staring out the front window in our kitchen at the tree in our front yard, watching the leaves blow. i'd watch her and then stare out too and i realized how calming it is.
so today when i was just staring out i was thinking about just how cool everything is. Abram at youth group yesterday had challenged us to watch how God revels himself, and i've been seeing it through things as simple as leaves and nature as a whole. i mean i don't remember when the last time it has been since i've let myself sit and stare out at the leaves. i forgot how calming it is, just like having bible studies. i have noticed the difference between the days when i do have morning studies and the days i don't. its amazing. starting my day focused on God gives me a whole different take on everyday life. i'm not bound to the world like i feel i am when i don't have studies. when a chance for an argument comes up, i realize the insunificance of it before it errupts, allowing it to be stopped.
i also thought about how abram said anything you do can be worship, so as i took my vocab quiz and studied for my spanish one afterwards i thought about how i'm worshipping God, even by taking a quiz and doing work. it felt good, i felt at peace.
as i was staring out i was also thinking of my strengths and weaknesses and what in the world i should do for the rest of my life, what God wants for me in my life. i can't really teach math or english or science because i'm not very good at explaining things. i'm not that great at telling stories, or just people never want to listen, so i don't think i could teach history either. i can be very fickle and indecisive...but i'm a good listener, when a friend needs to talk i try to always be there for them and i'll just listen to what they have to say. i like to listen and help people as much as i can. i think i'm pretty good at giving advice for people's problems. i'm interested in maybe being like a counselour or even therapist.
well i really have no idea what exactly i should do for the rest of my life, but i know that its in God's hands. and i hope you will remember that too the next time you get worried about the rest of your life. don't forget to stop and watch the leaves blow sometimes.
thats really it for this post, i know it was super long, but i just wanted to just type it all out, it probably didn't come out the same that it is in my head, but i think that you'll get the idea, even if no one actually reads this, i'm still glad that i took the time to write it.
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| haven't updated in awhile.
nothin new.
1st official softball game didn't go so well...haha.
next one is on friday at 6:30 so come if you want, hopefully we'll do
better and the other team won't have a varsity pitcher on jv... that'd
be good.
so yea.
my moma's b-day is tomorrow!
ok well.
the end.
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| yeah so we had our first scrimmage today.
we lost.
not a big suprise since we don't have a strong pitcher.
it was freezing out there. i had 2 underarmor shirts on, shorts, long
socks, and a t-shirt(when i was playing) plus sweatpants and a
sweatshirt when i wasn't and i was still cold. our coach told us to run
to the score board and back when we got cold.
...i did that like 7 times, at least.
oo here's my story. so its the 1st inning and i'm on fielding for third
base and then suddenly i get this really bad cramp in my foot and it
kept getting worse, so inbetween plays and stuff i tried to streach it
to make it feel better, and finally it did, but then the batter hit a
foul and the girl on second ran to third anyway and she totally stepped
on the foot that finally stopped cramping up!
well yea that wasn't very much fun. but its ok now. it kinda hurts
still, but eh, its softball your going to get hurt no matter what.
poor michelle slid home and like got a layer of skin taken off her left knee, and she was called out.
yea so i have history hw, but i don't relaly want to go do it........... bmejlksajlkvnlkanl
i'm hungry...i want dinner...
lets see i don't think i have anything else very interesting to say. maybe but i don't feel like thinking whether or not i do
so the end.
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| i made the jv softball team, which is good, although i don't think i'm a captain...o well.
softball makes me happy though, i'm really glad it's started again. i have lots of bruises and stuff but its all worth it.
anyway besides that, i dunno. i guess i'm just tired so everything
seems worse to me, but i dunno. i want it to be sunday tomorrow. i like
sundays. but so much is happening. its like all of a sudden high school
drama has just exploded. i dunno. maybe most of it is in my head, and
its staying there cause i don't like talking about that sort of stuff.
i dunno.
there's so much going on in my head right now.
i think that i need to go to bed.
everything looks worse this early in the morning.
tired.
the end.
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| yea so aquire the fire was soo much fun! the actual conference was ok,
i did sort of disagree with some things they did, but other the that it
was ok. i liked the dramas, the worship was very...repetative... and
pillar wasn't there, which was like one of the big reasons why i
actually wanted to go, but o well.
i'm glad we stayed another night cause it would've been to much rushing
around and stuff, staying another night allowed us to hang out at the
hotel more and that was mucho fun! my room stayed up late watching
movies and it was a lot of fun! more then i can say... it was just that
much fun! of course then i was super tired and then got kinda sick...
so for valentines day i stayed home...which was ok, cause its not like i had anything interesting planned for today.
i slept in and then watched tv and then march of the penguins which is
sort of interesting, but at the same time they could've made it like
half an hour long, and it wouldn't have dragged on so long. but yea
then i had to go to the doctors to have a physical so i can try out
next week for softball(!!), so yea, a physical alone usually sucks
cause they are weird and uncomfortable, but of course today was even
worse cause like as i was sitting in the room in the little paper gown
thing and then the fire alarm goes off so the nurse comes back and is
like, get your clothes back on and then follow me out side. so i got
dressed like as fast as i could and put on my shoes without socks and
we go outside and stand there for like 20 min and of course my ipod
chose that moment to die so i had like nothing to do. and then they
finally let us back in, after hearing sirens come and go.
so then at the end of my appointment i had to get two shots, one in
each arm, and the nurse told me that i couldn't take off the bandaids
until tomorrow and then leaves and as i'm about to put on my jacket i
look down at my arm and see that she totally missed the spot i got the
shot and had put the bandaid like an inch down. so my mom and i started
laughing and my mom fixed it. and then we finally left 2 hours after my
appointment started.
then we got coffee on the way home, which was fun and then that was pretty much my valentines day, so yeah.
it wasn't that big of a deal, i'm kinda glad i wasn't at school where i
would've been reminded every second that it was v-day and how i didn't
have a valentine...which i didn't expect to have, but yeah... i don't
really care, cause for now i don't have much care for the holiday, but
i'm sure when i'm married i'll have fun dressing up and going to dinner
with my husband and stuff. and get flowers...i don't care about getting
candy, but i think flowers are one of the most sweetest thing a guy can
give a girl, its just so cute!
but yea thats all my rambling for the day...most of it didn't make sense and i'm sure my grammer sucked, but o well..
happy v-day everyone!!
xoxo~becky
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